Finally, I get my lonely life as I always expected for. But it’s not as wonderful as what was in my mind. I didn’t realize until I came here that things could happen on their own way which will bring great changes on you, as you never believe it would be. “Be yourself”, is not true, as least when you haven’t yet understood yourself deep enough.
　　
　　It is quite confusing, was I changed by the world around me, or I am what I am at the end. Truth appears when time is up. I’m afraid what I believe right tend out to be wrong, and I have to pay for that at the end, no matter how Sincere I was when I stepping on the wrong way. Just like what I have done on my midterm few days before.
　　
　　Are you amazing? Woo…, yes to some parts. And that’s great, because if I say no, I must betray myself; at same time betray someone else. Then, what’s actually going on? What’s make me stay in that way? Hard to propose break in a relationship, and trapped by the flying pleasure. I didn’t even get involved in.
　　
　　As least, I now understand some of them, those I got to know, familiar. Is truth important? Like a game which is quite in on web called telling truth. My friends, it doesn’t matter to tell what you actually think and done to a stranger. Everyone knows. I tell truth to those who are not involved. And I believe everybody does same.
　　
　　Anyway, get a new start with full energy. I’m still here, alive.