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1, Mama
I don’t know how much suffering my Mama can take as more than 80 years old .
I just feel heart break and blame myself .
I doubt if i am searching a life beyond my ability can reach .
May be it is the sources of all anxiety and uncertainty .
I should have taken more responsibility for the whole family,
But I went far away ……
2, Lan
I will fulfill the promise I have made , if it was a promise .
But it is really dangerous to continue this endless game .
The one will be finally getting hurt is you ,
So I need make the decision which you think it is cruel at the present .
I feel so weak , so depressed!
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