1, Mama
　　 I don’t know how much suffering my Mama can take as more than 80 years old .
　　 I just feel heart break and blame myself .
　　 I doubt if i am searching a life beyond my ability can reach .
　　 May be it is the sources of all anxiety and uncertainty .
　　 I should have taken more responsibility for the whole family,
　　 But I went far away ……
　　
　　 2, Lan
　　 I will fulfill the promise I have made , if it was a promise .
　　 But it is really dangerous to continue this endless game .
　　 The one will be finally getting hurt is you ,
　　 So I need make the decision which you think it is cruel at the present .
　　
　　 I feel so weak , so depressed!