Long time here,here is where,i am wondering,what i am hesitating for on the earth?i begin to hate myself now.
　　
　　I had to take action and not to here insist and wait,insist for what and wait for what,i am thinking.
　　
　　Why i can not make decision by myself?
　　
　　I am whom?i am not happy staying here,i need to take action.