Firstly, I think we will want you to help with the costumes for the
　　October party - I will tell you more soon.
　　
　　Secondly, if you are depressed and not sure about life that is very
　　common. We all feel like that at some times - especially at the time of
　　a change - from college to work for example.
　　
　　You are very insecure because you feel unloved and ignored. This is
　　because you have a younger brother who took your parent's attention
　　from you. I think this is probably true, but you can't do anything
　　about it, except understand and accept it.
　　
　　In fact you are a very talented and attractive person who can make many
　　friends and do a lot of good work. I hope I can be a good friend to
　　you. To do this you need to be open and friendly to people you meet.
　　
　　We can talk about this more. Life is always uneven and interesting, and
　　friends are important. You are told here how important families are but
　　they can also drag you down and make life difficult. In the West many
　　ignore their families if their families are bad for them, and if you
　　have financial independence, they can do nothing about that. This is
　　why it might be better to work instead of just study, but the studying
　　will also be useful.
　　
　　I like the song, but I don't know who it's by.
　　
　　Time for bed now - alone I'm sorry to say!!